Digital Underground - uXu - Underground eXperts United #uxu-323

### ### ### ### ### #### ### ### ### #### ### ### ##### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ##### ### ### ########## ### ### ########## ### ### ### ### Underground eXperts United Presents... ####### ## ## ####### # # ####### ####### ####### ## ## ## ## ##### # ## ## # ## #### ## ## #### # # #### ####### #### ## ## ## ## ##### # ## ## # ## ## ## ####### ####### # # ####### ####### ####### [ Don't Date Me ] [ By Joseph ] ____________________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________________ [Don't Date Me] I've got that feeling again. It's not a very good feeling. When I get it, I know things are actually going from bad to worse. When I met her this evening she acted quite normal and did not behave in any way that led me to suspect that there was something wrong. Still, during our conversation I could always feel that she was holding something back. Something that she really didn't want me to know about. I definitely knew there was something wrong when she didn't ask me to call her or anything. I felt disappointed and thought to myself that she is only doing what every girl before her had done; dumping me. I stared at her for a moment and couldn't draw my eyes from her. I knew she was just a girl, one in my own age. But still, I thought that this one was different. Why couldn't she tell me that she didn't want me, when I first met her? I felt deeply betrayed. This time though, there was no easy way out. She had to pay for this. She was going to pay for all the pain that the likes of her had caused me during all these years. We went home to my place. As we went in, I locked the door and hid the key under some papers on a table. I was sure now. She was going to dump me. No girl in her right mind starts babbling about 'freedom' and 'having to spend some time to herself' unless she's going to dump someone. I then knew what was going to happen. We sat down on my couch and I asked her if there was something I could get her. "No, I'm fine" she said. Are you just going to sit there and fart in my couch or what? Get on with it you bitch!, I thought. "Well, you know...." she said. Here it comes! "I feel that perhaps we should take some time off from our relationship", she said looking down at my table. I sat down and tried to catch her eyes as I started to talk to her. "Damn it! I love you! Why didn't you say something about this before? Perhaps we could have worked it out!", I said to her in the most calm way possible. She explained to me that her love for me had faded. The fire was put out. In other words: she had found someone else. I looked her very deep in her eyes and asked her if she had found someone else. "I don't know. Perhaps, sort of, I think...." I could live with that. What I couldn't live with was the fact that she had obviously been lying to me for a couple of months. That I understood now. The changes in her behavior and her unwillingness to have sex were not something that had come just some weeks ago. This had been going on for two or three months now. Out of the three and a half years we had been going out she had been unfaithful to me for a couple of months, perhaps only in thought, but hey! There's really no difference! I just sat there and watched her. She was getting more and more nervous and uncomfortable as I kept on watching her from behind the table. Finally, I said "So... Now what?" She looked at me and asked me if I was stupid or something. "Can't you get it man? Just leave me alone and go fuck someone else. I don't want you anymore you fucking moron!" she screamed at me. That did it. Her eyes widened when I put my hand over her mouth and whispered to her to shut up. I punched her in the face a couple of times. She passed out after the second or third blow, I think. Do you think I'm stupid?, I thought to myself. No bitch is going to push me around anymore. I went to get a rope and other things I knew I would need for the further arrangements. When I came back with the equipment, she was still unconscious, though now bleeding from her nose and mouth. I wiped it off with a towel. I tied her arms and legs together. This bitch ain't going nowhere, I thought and smiled to myself. She came around some ten minutes after I had tied her up, and now she looked really scared. I cursed myself when I discovered that I had forgotten to put something in her mouth. I got an old rag and stuffed it into her mouth. She looked at me with tears in her eyes while making funny sounds behind the smelly rag. I smiled at her and said that she wasn't going to break any man's heart again. She caught on quite fast and her eyes was somewhat watered. Perhaps I shouldn't be doing this? She didn't mean any harm. Perhaps she just didn't know any better? What if she had only been thinking out loud and wanted to hear that I still loved her. In her foolishness she had perhaps only said that she thought that we needed a break? My thoughts rushed through my brain. Ok, let's give her a second chance. I removed the rag and asked her if she was ok. "Ok? You fucking hit me in the face you prickless bastard! Let me go! I never want to see you again!" Just like I thought! No mistake on my side. I put the rag back in to her mouth. She tried to scream. It didn't matter, my neighbors weren't the kind who cared about someone screaming. Actually, they didn't care about anything except getting their drugs. Living in a rough neighborhood had its advantages. I got my lighter and showed it to her. "Hmmm ougghen" she said. Huh? I took the fabric out and let her speak. "Nice lighter, now let me go!" Apparently she didn't understand what was going to happen. I put the rag back and lit the lighter. It burned with a nice blue and red glow. I let it burn for a while before I put it out. I pressed it against her forehead, making a little smiling face appear. She went stiff and made a lot of unpleasant sounds. I continued to make smiling faces on her for a while. After some time she kind of got used to it and didn't make that much noise anymore. I knew that making smiling faces wouldn't suffice. I went to my kitchen and got the knife that my father gave to me a few hundred years ago. When I got back she had passed out. I noticed that her pants were wet. I put my fingers over her cunt and smelled them. She had wet herself. Well baby! You have earned it! I had to wait for a while before she came around this time. I didn't want to throw water at her or anything. That's a damn cruel thing to do! When she woke up she stared at me and cried. Baby baby! What are you crying about? I'm just going to give you some of your own treatment! I started cutting her shirt of. Her beautiful and well formed breasts popped out as I cut through her bra. I laid my hand on her stomach and touched her for the last time. Her stomach was never to be the same again. Silky and smooth it laid there and waited for my knife to open it up. "This won't hurt!", I said, recalling what my dentist used to say. I pressed my knife through her skin. Blood squirted out because I had hit an artery. I opened her all the way up to her neck. Things came out of her. Although the manoeuvre must have caused a lot of pain she didn't say or scream anything. Now she just laid there. Looking all casual. Written by Joseph <josef@kuai.se> --------------------------------------------------------------------------- uXu #323 Underground eXperts United 1996 uXu #323 Call SECRET TECTONICS -> +49-40-823326 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

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