Digital Underground - uXu - Underground eXperts United #uxu-454

### ### ### ### ### #### ### ### ### #### ### ### ##### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ##### ### ### ########## ### ### ########## ### ### ### ### Underground eXperts United Presents... ####### ## ## ####### # # ## ## ####### ## ## ## ## ## ## ##### ## ## ## ## ## #### ## ## #### # # ####### ####### ####### ## ## ## ## ##### ## ## ## ## ## ####### ####### # # ## ####### ## [ Writhing Wisdom ] [ By Janet Buck ] ____________________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________________ Bedsores Rubbing Dirt dry flapjacks on a griddle. Whistles blew. We slammed the brakes. Curtsied for a passing train. A lizard with its leather flesh. Plywood stacked in decks of cards. Tinker Toys of yuppie art. Homeless was a bedsore rubbing. Bodies in a tent of gray like ashes flicked from old cigars. Ulysses and Achilles' heels. The Everyman of alcoholics: doctors, lawyers, baby-sitters, kings and queens on every throne and chicken roost of modern life. Liquor was our Pepto-Dismal. Sucking on the clouds of nipples, thumbing flatly human crud. The universal stutter reigns. Booze does not discriminate. Morning tides of sober darkness. Worshiping a baby-bottle full of wet anemic mud. by Janet I. Buck Bibs and Bonnets Children were a twisted nipple tossing "couldn't be a mother" in the heart-face, soul-place, over-crowded mindful gutters. Their presence was of Love and Hate, dichotomies that sat like bows of violins but didn't have a string to play. Her mother made her baby-sit. Reminiscent echoing of what another could maneuver, often didn't seem to treasure, such a ribboned gift of life, dropped like eggs in nests of straw sometimes just by accident or too much booze or youthful playful, testing hormones raging in the passion storm. A uterus that never was, a wadded fist like irises denied a drink of dire water. Changing diapers. Dabbing bibs. Baby bottles on the counter rinsed with something more than tears. She was moths that die because they crave the touch of fertile light. Their presence patently ignored, the reason being irritating shame, of course, and hiccups from an empty crib. by Janet I. Buck Broken Crayons A junkyard heap of brittle bones. Petting pain like injured birds. Slivered glass in fingertips and dodging bullets in the dark. Pacing back and forth in dreams. I watch the nurses try to help. My flesh is red like candy canes. I hate the taste of peppermint. Muscles green like seaweed tied to ocean floors. Hand me stanzas. Health for once. I sit here like an angry cat who's tearing up upholstery. If only it were tied to will. I wish upon a moon, a star, and every single tree in sight. When frailty descends again, I crash the bike of living joy. Missing bones are broken crayons bleeding in the grimy night. by Janet I. Buck Church Pews You always said that benches in a summer park were better than a pew. That funerals were food for thoughts you'd rather not have served. That dentures were for rotting teeth and wits with little flavor left like bubble gum applied to shoes. Buy low. Sell high. But not your dreams. Those you never parted with. Dessert was first and garden gloves were made for prima donas minus hands that really touch the earth. You always said that humans shouldn't shoot a horse. Limping is a fact of life. And so is going lame. Harvard had impressive tiles, but never matched cathedral skies. College was a little glue, but knowledge came with strife. by Janet I. Buck ***In Loving Memory of Florence*** --------------------------------------------------------------------------- uXu #454 Underground eXperts United 1998 uXu #454 Call THE YOUNG GODS -> +351-1XX-XXXXX ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

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