OBS! Denna textfil ingår i ett arkiv som är dedikerat att bevara svensk undergroundkultur, med målsättningen att vara så heltäckande som möjligt. Flashback kan inte garantera att innehållet är korrekt, användbart eller baserat på fakta, och är inte heller ansvariga för eventuella skador som uppstår från användning av informationen.
### ### ### ### ### #### ### ### ### #### ### ### ##### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ##### ### ### ########## ### ### ########## ### ### ### ### Underground eXperts United Presents... ####### ## ## ####### # # ## ## ####### #### ## ## ## ## ##### ## ## ## ## #### ## ## #### # # ####### ## ## ## ## ## ## ##### ## ## ## ## ## ####### ####### # # ## ## ###### [ The Voice Of Destiny ] [ By Michael Berman ] ____________________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________________ The Voice Of Destiny What are the thoughts of a man standing above an abyss with the most tragic intention? What goes through his mind on his way to eternity? Different things, maybe, everything he can think of. Absolutely, his thoughts are inconsolling, and, even more absolutely, are not merry. But here it was different. This man looked in the abyss and laughed. He knew that he about to win the greatest victory in his entire life, even though the price will be the very life - the victory over the scourge of his hard and foolish existence - the Voice of Destiny. The Voice has been chasing him since his youth. At nights, before he the sleep, the Voice of Destiny was visiting his victim and predicting the future disasters, whether they were minor or major, global, so to speak. The time was passing by. The disasters were coming true exactly as predicted by the Voice. The man was maddened, but there was nothing he could do. The Voice never talked to him. It was no use cursing him - he never answered. As the Man went on living, he encountered more misfortunes. The Voice was predicting all of them, and the Man started to think that the Voice itself is responsible for them. Maybe it was the truth. Once the Voice mentioned, so easily, as if be the way, "You're going to die from hunger, Man, standing on floor of pure gold." Now the Man was enraged. First: "Go to hell, you...", but then he recalled that the Voice never broke his promise. Announcing what is going to happen, he never laughed. Laughed?! The Man never noticed sarcasm or irony in the Voice's tone. "So what - it is going to happen?!" Vexation and anger - that is what the Man felt. "No, this time he is not going to guess right!" Now it is clear why he is here. This is his rebellion against the most boring and disgusting thing on earth - inrefutability, and more. Enough to commit such a step. So let the step come true! The Man jumped in the abyss, like an ancient wiser. His flight was as impetuous as it was merry. "I won!" he yelled as loud as he could, like a lunatic. "I defeated you, Voice of Destiny, damn it!" The Man's fall was long. So long it was, that the Man's joy changed to impatience, then to anxiety, and, at last, perplexity and hunger - this happened when the speed of flight began to decrease. Here the Man's flight became like smooth gliding of a paper plane released by a hand of a child from 16th floor of skyscraper. "What if I won't crash, oh, no... No, I must be in the next world. After all, nobody knows how it happens - the death. Here, I can't see, but I feel I'm on solid ground." Indeed, like a paratrooper the Man landed on something solid and very smooth, like finely polished parquet. "The next world is quite original!" Oh, where did this familiar whisper come from: "No, this is not the next world, this is the same one you were in before, the same earth. But now you're far from the surface. Very far." The Man was confused, tired, hungry, but he couldn't help the feeling that for the first time in the Voice's tone was something sad. Although it could only be the Man's feeling and the Voice of Destiny was indifferent as usually. After he landed on the solid ground, the Man, like everyone entering the dark, sought in his pockets. At last he finds what he sought for... lights a match... a tiny flame... the Man drops on his knees, bends over the ground... and screams. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- uXu #471 Underground eXperts United 1998 uXu #471 ftp://ftp.lysator.liu.se/pub/texts/uxu ---------------------------------------------------------------------------